Remastered 2017

In the Crowd covered by Lilacs

I was looking for a Place

Somewhere out there

between Life

far away from me

 

(and I see nothing, I feel nothing

lay me down in my Bed covered with Lilac

I dreamed naked, and missed the next Day

and it does not matter because I'm pretty sagging

I no longer really dare by the fast Crowd

who goes through the Day, walks for himself with his thoughts

I've finished, Keys thrown away

I lay down on my Bed covered with Lilac

and cry into my Pillow)

 

I forget to turn

do not hurry and wait

maybe I'll get you yes

somewhere in the Crowd

 

I'll wait here

to a Character

that you come

that you stay

 

(and yet I see nothing, I feel nothing

lay me down in my Bed covered with Lilac

I dreamed naked, and missed the next Day

and it does not matter because I'm pretty sagging

I no longer really dare by the fast Crowd

who goes through the Day, walks for himself with his thoughts

I have finished, Keys thrown away

I lay down on my bed covered with Lilac

and cry into my Pillow)

 

 

Eleonore

I hear the singing

the Death Song of the Ravens

and how they wait

already wait

on me

which they took me fast and

for sure

I certainly know for sure

to you

Eleonore

 

Over the Lake

in the Dead

in the Empire of Eternity

infinity

bring me to you

and on the ride

the Death Song sing

 

the Ravens

the black Ravens

as they wait

to wait for me

and carry me to you,

Eleonore

 

 

 


Smells the sea as it calls

I've left my Home

perhaps much too early

let me drift

so from City to City

and smell the Sea as it calls

as it calls for me

 

The Waves beat

against my Boat

and I drive out

into Freedom

 

And the Sun is kissing

my Face

and I am sitting in a Boat

on the Sea that called me

 

I have no more thoughts

perhaps they will be gone

freed me

from all worries

and set me in motion again

set in motion

 

And now

the Waves beat

against my Boat

and I drive out

into Freedom

 

And the Sun is kissing

my Face

and I am sitting in a Boat

 

on the Sea that called me

A Sip

I could drink another Sip

I could really use a Sip now

before the Children wake up

and I have to grease bread again

 

God,

how pathetic

now I have it already in the Coffee

if Mama knew that

if anyone knew about it

 

Just one more Sip and next Week

I hear

I have promised it

myself often said

but I do not know if I believe me

No,

I think I do not believe me

 

I could drink another Sip

just a little Sip before the Children wake up

and I need to be normal again

I have to hide the trembling Hands

 

 

Built close to the Water

We wanted to be free

breathe

and the Feet hang in the Water

to tell our Parents

why we were not Home again

and meet us at the Weekend

in the House

built close to the Water

 

Built close to the Water

in the House

built close to the Water

close to Water

in the House close to the Water

 

We wanted to be different

together free

and never alone

never separate us

and no Secrets risk

in the Water jump

naked and completely happy

in the House

 

Built close to the Water

in the House

built close to the Water

close to Water

in the House close to the Water

 

Built close to the Water

in the House

built close to the Water

close to Water

 

in the House close to the Water


Dreamer

No Medicines

no Fear

and more Sleep

 

No Tears

no Cancer

and more Live

 

No Hospital

Bed Neighbors

and die

 

Of Future dreams

from her and the Children

from her with the Children

 

From the Fruit Tree in the Garden

from the Piano in the Hall

from being Immortal

 

 

Dreamer.

Monday Cookies

Pearl Eyes

a beautiful Face

Tears

a Door

Kitchen

Mondays Cookies

 

You leave everything back

you don´t want to

you don´t want to

 

He was so good to you

for Weeks

Months

and now he is so angry

 

You want to go

you want

but,

 

you're not ready yet


My Journey ends here

My Journey ends here

up here I am standing now

I just do not feel anything anymore

and do not hold me tight

 

The Day is beautiful today

and I can see the Sun

my Journey ends here

yes, today I will go

 

I took leave of all

which is always important to me

and I have once again properly celebrated

and ran a tram for a Day

 

Put me down on the Water

Eyes closed, thoughts

and just let me drift

always straight ahead

 

Have visited the Street again

in which I was born

and the Kiosk at the Corner

was forever no longer in it

 

have heard a Night of Music

Super Songs also from Nirvana

I have fallen asleep

dreamed of here and there

 

I am out with my things

straight ahead the Street

my Journey ends today

I start again from the beginning

 

My Journey ends here

up here I am standing now

I just do not feel anything anymore

and do not hold me tight

 

The Day is beautiful today

and I can see the Sun

my Journey ends here

 

yes, today I will go

New Snow falling on Cedars

Blood runs through my Hands

some drops fall to the ground

I'll grab you among the Arms

and press Towels on your Wounds

 

Your Body is lifeless

pale and on the way to nothing

I wrap the Towels around your Wrists

talk to you,

say your Name

and wait till they come

in this time i take you in my Arms

and stroke your Hair from the Face

the Towels around your wrists are red now

you're the older you have to protect me

and now i sit here on the Floor and hold you

 

Thousands of thoughts flashed through my Head

what if I had not passed by?

Or to late , what if?

 

I put a Blanket over you

and press you even more firmly to me

you are so cold

 

I lose you

 

I'll lose you before they're there

Nothing in the World hurts more

as you go to see

losing your Hand

in the Storm

 

nothing in this World hurts more

as you go to see

go nowhere

 

I miss you

as a small Sister

keeps the larger missing

i hope you are okay

in this nowhere